feeling....

So I realize it has been a month or two of Sunday's since I came here last, in my defense it is not like I haven't tried. I have been trying unsuccessfully from my iphone, I actually am getting annoyed because all I can do is title it...I can't seem to post anything. I am sure with some tinkering I can get it figured out, in the mean time I'm just annoyed. Let's see what to update on...I am on short term leave from work until baby Alexis joins the family. It might have something to do with the breakdown I had in front of my doctor but he insists that I not work...which has been nice, somedays I suppose. Don't get me wrong I LOVE spending time with my family while getting paid for it, I think I'm more afraid that I will get used to it...and we cannot aford for me to get used to it! Unless we sold our house (hahahaha) and moved into an apartment...then I would just go crazy! Oh well...at any rate Alexis will be here in about 6 weeks...which I am stoked about, the doctor said last friday he may want to push my appointment up by a day or two so I could be having her right after Christmas instead of on the 30th. We shall see!...other than all that things are same ol same ol around here, just trying to keep my wits about me!